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House of Ruins
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
To you, it'll probably be just a game. Some threat or tactic I'm using to hold you down.
Its me crying for help.But you'll never realize, how much damage I've taken, my world cracking at its rims. And I'm holding on everyday supporting thes crumbled pillars, pulling myself together just for you. And I've gone beyond the edge of my own strength. Now, there's nothing to hold on to, nothing for me to push away all these pain. As my fractured world crumbles in, so does all these pain, hurts and damage I've been withholding for so long. So yea, as easy as it is for you to say, forget it all, you ought to know what can be forgotten, and what cant; pain. Otherwise, you can simply ignore me instead, and let me fall under these rubble. There was a reason to why I've been asking you about when my time of need comes. But like you said, maybe I never truly loved you at all. Maybe it was all just a lie. A pathetic lie. Everything I thought I've done was my own delusions.And dont you worry. I wont like die physically. I'll live on. Just that persona of me consumed by all those hurts. A cheeky thought though, I wonder if people will miss me, or would it matter to them. But ha, I guess not though. Owells. owells.
Labels: heart
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
Find me at Facebook and Twitter
Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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House of Ruins
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
To you, it'll probably be just a game. Some threat or tactic I'm using to hold you down.
Its me crying for help.But you'll never realize, how much damage I've taken, my world cracking at its rims. And I'm holding on everyday supporting thes crumbled pillars, pulling myself together just for you. And I've gone beyond the edge of my own strength. Now, there's nothing to hold on to, nothing for me to push away all these pain. As my fractured world crumbles in, so does all these pain, hurts and damage I've been withholding for so long. So yea, as easy as it is for you to say, forget it all, you ought to know what can be forgotten, and what cant; pain. Otherwise, you can simply ignore me instead, and let me fall under these rubble. There was a reason to why I've been asking you about when my time of need comes. But like you said, maybe I never truly loved you at all. Maybe it was all just a lie. A pathetic lie. Everything I thought I've done was my own delusions.And dont you worry. I wont like die physically. I'll live on. Just that persona of me consumed by all those hurts. A cheeky thought though, I wonder if people will miss me, or would it matter to them. But ha, I guess not though. Owells. owells.
Labels: heart
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