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And the only one I cant be true to is you
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Phase... I've lost count of the times.Yet again, another bomb dropped. It sucks that I'm left in the dark again. Gonna have to keep persevering. So many times already, yet it feels the same all the time.Sadly, I cant even be true to myself here, guess I'll need somewhere no one goes, some where I can be myself, and acknowledge all these feelings behind the mask.I'm sorry I'm so weak. And you'll probably hurt yourself even more because I'm weak. But I'm trying and I'm learning. The next time it happens, I'll promise you, I'll be stronger, and it wont hurt me. I promise. Keep fighting Nico, even if you're alone. Keep the end in mind.Labels: qq
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
Find me at Facebook and Twitter
Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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And the only one I cant be true to is you
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Phase... I've lost count of the times.Yet again, another bomb dropped. It sucks that I'm left in the dark again. Gonna have to keep persevering. So many times already, yet it feels the same all the time.Sadly, I cant even be true to myself here, guess I'll need somewhere no one goes, some where I can be myself, and acknowledge all these feelings behind the mask.I'm sorry I'm so weak. And you'll probably hurt yourself even more because I'm weak. But I'm trying and I'm learning. The next time it happens, I'll promise you, I'll be stronger, and it wont hurt me. I promise. Keep fighting Nico, even if you're alone. Keep the end in mind.Labels: qq
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