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A true hero remains silent
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
If you're going to do something good, do it quietly. It doesn't count if it's made known to everyone.I've always struggled with this. Keeping my head low in humility versus fighting away the feelings of pride and self-righteousness.Yet its so hard, then every time when I feel that I've done something of good worth, to humbly keep quiet and let the matter past. A part of me bursts out in attempt to seek affirmation.On the other hand, it's so tiring, so lost, that I don't really know who I am to others. I dare to take a little faith that I'm somewhat good, but overall, I'm only notified when I've done something wrong, on the contrary, little for what's done right.It's frustrating when I look at myself and all I can find is self-accreditation, unvalidated faith in myself without the knowing of my true worth to others. It's all make belief. And through the midst of events, I have to watch the balance between coping mech for self assurance and the false pride.Oh heck this. I'm tired, I wish I can stop all these. I cant seem to overcomes those needs. I'm still too weak.I still wish someone would look at me and tell me I'm something.
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Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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A true hero remains silent
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
If you're going to do something good, do it quietly. It doesn't count if it's made known to everyone.I've always struggled with this. Keeping my head low in humility versus fighting away the feelings of pride and self-righteousness.Yet its so hard, then every time when I feel that I've done something of good worth, to humbly keep quiet and let the matter past. A part of me bursts out in attempt to seek affirmation.On the other hand, it's so tiring, so lost, that I don't really know who I am to others. I dare to take a little faith that I'm somewhat good, but overall, I'm only notified when I've done something wrong, on the contrary, little for what's done right.It's frustrating when I look at myself and all I can find is self-accreditation, unvalidated faith in myself without the knowing of my true worth to others. It's all make belief. And through the midst of events, I have to watch the balance between coping mech for self assurance and the false pride.Oh heck this. I'm tired, I wish I can stop all these. I cant seem to overcomes those needs. I'm still too weak.I still wish someone would look at me and tell me I'm something.
Labels: thoughts
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