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Out of Disappointment, Into Destiny
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Today's sermon encouraged me a lot.With the recent bouts of hits on my esteem with that final blow knocking me down, I've hardly walk on without limping. Was at the verge of just giving up after that heavy blow.But I've decided, I'm don't want to continue walking in all these disappointments. Yea, I was hurt, it sucked, and it didn't feel good. But so what, everyone's feeling that way too. It's somewhat enjoyable to dwell on all the negative stuff, but it'll only stay in our minds of imagination. No use being emo about it, hurting myself and those who cares. As written in the previous post, all the time dwelling on all this hurts only wastes the chances, and precious moments of life with others. Shall appreciate them.Your words hurt me. I respected you. But we have different morals, and I stand by what I do. Maybe hope, is what sets us apart. Nonetheless, I shouldn't have to go down just because someone is against me. If I'm to stand for what I believe in, then I'm sure you wont be the only one. I only have to be accountable to God for judgment. Being down and all that when there's still so much to be done, it just isnt worth it.Today, I'm gonna walk forward again into destiny. Making mistakes sucks, and I may not have as much confidence as before, but neither will I let it dampen my spirit. Each moment I live in selfishness, each opportunity I miss to bless another's life. We walk, we fall and we bleed. To get back up and wipe away those blood and tears, we'll continue reaching towards our destiny.
I'm back and invincible once again, with God's strength, nothing's gonna keep me down for long.Labels: God, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Out of Disappointment, Into Destiny
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Today's sermon encouraged me a lot.With the recent bouts of hits on my esteem with that final blow knocking me down, I've hardly walk on without limping. Was at the verge of just giving up after that heavy blow.But I've decided, I'm don't want to continue walking in all these disappointments. Yea, I was hurt, it sucked, and it didn't feel good. But so what, everyone's feeling that way too. It's somewhat enjoyable to dwell on all the negative stuff, but it'll only stay in our minds of imagination. No use being emo about it, hurting myself and those who cares. As written in the previous post, all the time dwelling on all this hurts only wastes the chances, and precious moments of life with others. Shall appreciate them.Your words hurt me. I respected you. But we have different morals, and I stand by what I do. Maybe hope, is what sets us apart. Nonetheless, I shouldn't have to go down just because someone is against me. If I'm to stand for what I believe in, then I'm sure you wont be the only one. I only have to be accountable to God for judgment. Being down and all that when there's still so much to be done, it just isnt worth it.Today, I'm gonna walk forward again into destiny. Making mistakes sucks, and I may not have as much confidence as before, but neither will I let it dampen my spirit. Each moment I live in selfishness, each opportunity I miss to bless another's life. We walk, we fall and we bleed. To get back up and wipe away those blood and tears, we'll continue reaching towards our destiny.
I'm back and invincible once again, with God's strength, nothing's gonna keep me down for long.Labels: God, thoughts
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