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Irresponsibly Responsible
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Hmm. Just a quick random post.Sometimes I think I'm pretty responsible. Other times, I think I'm dam irresponsible. I think overall, I'm more irresponsible than responsible, but for the times I am, I become pretty loyal to whatever I'm doing.I'd prefer to avoid responsibility. Responsibility comes with great demands of one, and msotly sacrifices, of having to finish a job, either one time, or lasting, till life deems fits.And when the times comes for me to be responsible, boy it's as though I sealed my soul with it. Bound to fulfill it whether I can do it or not, whether I like it or not. Simple stuff such as friendship, duties, expectations, promises.Hardest times come especially when I can only fulfill one of two major roles. Maybe like bro's birthday and school (project meeting). As easy as some might pangseh the meeting or postpone the birthday plan, struggled to decide which I shud do.Probably maybe as well as a video project vs a outing with friends who wants me there. Bah, don't really think any one would understand my dilemma, both equally as important to my heart.Dunno why I feel bounded by such things, but yup. Random thoughts for the night.Pretty cool bumping into random hiclub campers on campus. Miss them at times, all their girliness and awesomeness ^^ Wonder how are they all ._. sometimes I even forget I was once part of the group.Alululus ♥ Labels: thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Irresponsibly Responsible
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Hmm. Just a quick random post.Sometimes I think I'm pretty responsible. Other times, I think I'm dam irresponsible. I think overall, I'm more irresponsible than responsible, but for the times I am, I become pretty loyal to whatever I'm doing.I'd prefer to avoid responsibility. Responsibility comes with great demands of one, and msotly sacrifices, of having to finish a job, either one time, or lasting, till life deems fits.And when the times comes for me to be responsible, boy it's as though I sealed my soul with it. Bound to fulfill it whether I can do it or not, whether I like it or not. Simple stuff such as friendship, duties, expectations, promises.Hardest times come especially when I can only fulfill one of two major roles. Maybe like bro's birthday and school (project meeting). As easy as some might pangseh the meeting or postpone the birthday plan, struggled to decide which I shud do.Probably maybe as well as a video project vs a outing with friends who wants me there. Bah, don't really think any one would understand my dilemma, both equally as important to my heart.Dunno why I feel bounded by such things, but yup. Random thoughts for the night.Pretty cool bumping into random hiclub campers on campus. Miss them at times, all their girliness and awesomeness ^^ Wonder how are they all ._. sometimes I even forget I was once part of the group.Alululus ♥ Labels: thoughts
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