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Cant Do It
Monday, November 8, 2010
Emo season kicking in again.Feel like dwelling in all those thoughts again. But I think I'll probably bounce back some how, whether I want to or not =lMaybe guilt, disappointment from not meeting up to standards, failing to deliver results. Regardless of their concerns, I have my responsibility, even though it's much distorted, by it's a code of conduct I live by.
When I say it, I'll do it somehow regardless of whether it really is possible for me to. It's not just me in this, it's a group's and all the more I am accountable to them.Haiz ._. Feeling like I'm not good enough again. Blaaahz. I should stop making those kind of sarcastic jokes. Never know when it might hit a soft spot ._.Part of me feels like giving up, while the other side trying to persevere on. And yet negative feelings of redundancy and uselessness seeping in, slowly, as I shake them off.Pfft.
Heh, hard to find any more open blogs le. Am I the only idiot that bares my soul out to the open? And a nice reply from a friend, "if you're an idiot writing, all those who reads would be idiots as well" Hi all you idiotic readers :D Whoever you are, thanks ^^
AND RAAAAAAAWWWRR sometimes it sucks thinking about ppl reading mine and and yet not the other way. You especially =.= Bah too bad I'm such an idiot. A good one I hope.
Labels: EMO
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
Find me at Facebook and Twitter
Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Cant Do It
Monday, November 8, 2010
Emo season kicking in again.Feel like dwelling in all those thoughts again. But I think I'll probably bounce back some how, whether I want to or not =lMaybe guilt, disappointment from not meeting up to standards, failing to deliver results. Regardless of their concerns, I have my responsibility, even though it's much distorted, by it's a code of conduct I live by.
When I say it, I'll do it somehow regardless of whether it really is possible for me to. It's not just me in this, it's a group's and all the more I am accountable to them.Haiz ._. Feeling like I'm not good enough again. Blaaahz. I should stop making those kind of sarcastic jokes. Never know when it might hit a soft spot ._.Part of me feels like giving up, while the other side trying to persevere on. And yet negative feelings of redundancy and uselessness seeping in, slowly, as I shake them off.Pfft.
Heh, hard to find any more open blogs le. Am I the only idiot that bares my soul out to the open? And a nice reply from a friend, "if you're an idiot writing, all those who reads would be idiots as well" Hi all you idiotic readers :D Whoever you are, thanks ^^
AND RAAAAAAAWWWRR sometimes it sucks thinking about ppl reading mine and and yet not the other way. You especially =.= Bah too bad I'm such an idiot. A good one I hope.
Labels: EMO
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