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When Your Heart Skips A Beat
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
It's all playing out like a drama sequel...Anyway, after all the commotions all about, I kinda think back upon my older days. When I was in it too. It's funny how I'm no longer in it, after being stuck for like since when, I dunno, mmm primary school? And after a long long attachment of 6-7 years, moving on to another, that yet ultimately got me all emofied despite the good times. It's interesting to see how everything plays out, how everything seems so perfect, lovely and angelic, yet is able to bring one down into daily mess of negative subjective perceptions of wishes and dreams and all those saddening feelings.It's cool actually. I never really thought it was possible for one to stay out of such affairs. Not until I somewhat hit upon that revelation and realization of my somewhat stupid act, and finally got myself together. Funny though, I really can't remember exactly why but i know it was for a good reason. Really :) Now, it's weird for me to look on as others go through that similar phase. It's so much clearer when you're out of that world.I guess I was once like that too =/Labels: thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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When Your Heart Skips A Beat
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
It's all playing out like a drama sequel...Anyway, after all the commotions all about, I kinda think back upon my older days. When I was in it too. It's funny how I'm no longer in it, after being stuck for like since when, I dunno, mmm primary school? And after a long long attachment of 6-7 years, moving on to another, that yet ultimately got me all emofied despite the good times. It's interesting to see how everything plays out, how everything seems so perfect, lovely and angelic, yet is able to bring one down into daily mess of negative subjective perceptions of wishes and dreams and all those saddening feelings.It's cool actually. I never really thought it was possible for one to stay out of such affairs. Not until I somewhat hit upon that revelation and realization of my somewhat stupid act, and finally got myself together. Funny though, I really can't remember exactly why but i know it was for a good reason. Really :) Now, it's weird for me to look on as others go through that similar phase. It's so much clearer when you're out of that world.I guess I was once like that too =/Labels: thoughts
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