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Despite The Rain
Friday, September 3, 2010
Made my day =) encouraging and inspiring as well :D jiaaayousyou have always been strong, going out for others
people like me, I tend to keep to myself
...
but you just keep going out to get people
even if you really think you're not good at it
interacting with people haha thanks =) really made my day despite it being 3am in the morning when you said that. Don't really see myself as that strong but it makes me feel a little better and that everything I'm doing isnt for nothing.I dunno. Recently, I've been a little more inspired to well, do the things I always wanted and wished for. Something that might touch or perhaps make a difference in another's life. I think it's interesting as well, how one small tiny little act that goes unnoticed by be revolutionary to other at one point of time. Well, the rewards are often never seen, and all the more they should be done without any expectancy of returns. Hahax, here's to random good works~ *cheers*Since I'm pretty darn sick of studying even though I've only done less then half of what's needed Iwent surfing through my blog for posts that never saw completion.Here's a post that caught my eye (and heart).So I guess you're one of those people who were supposed to walk into my life, teach me a lesson, then walk away. Interestingly so, yea. I sometimes see relationships as things that helps us grow, learn and with an added element of good times. But nonetheless, in every thing that happens, it was meant for a purpose, coincidental or planned, enjoyable or undesired. But I believe more in seasons, times where people are there, times where we walk different paths.
Then people ask me, so when do I know it's the right time? Haha, truthfully I have no idea, but life has it's amazing ways of working out manners that doesnt even make sense in it's present moment, I'll say, just let it be natural.
But boo, personally, I think people might resent me for my ways, but eh, I dunno, maybe people see me as a leaver or something like that. Sometimes I feel like a cloud, floating about. But I'll just give whenever I can and I hope people don't expect too much out of me. Maybe one day, I might find a place to settle down in. I'm still learning I guess ._.
Which brings me to my next contradictory post.
I want a guy best friend who gets mistaken as my boyfriend. A guy best friend is everything you need. Another boy who makes your life complete. A boy who I can run to when my girl BFFs aren't around. He'll kick my future boyfriend's arse when he makes me cry. He'll make me laugh when there's tears in my eyes. He is immediately my date on special occasions when you're single. Idk why. But I really need a guy best friend. A real guy best friend. I think this is pretty cool. I wish I could be such a guy. Be able to be nice and such, without having any extra affections involved. Just pure genuine care. I wish I could have someone know that there will always be somebody there for him/her. Cool much. But heh, I think I'm bad with relationships to begin with, to even ever reach to such a point of being able to be someone's backup pillar, haha owells one day hopefully =)I wanna do more. I wish I had more skills to be able to reach out more. I wanna make life so revolutionary, that because I existed, I made a few smiles on some pretty faces :)
All it takes is a little boldness and a bigger heart Labels: thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Despite The Rain
Friday, September 3, 2010
Made my day =) encouraging and inspiring as well :D jiaaayousyou have always been strong, going out for others
people like me, I tend to keep to myself
...
but you just keep going out to get people
even if you really think you're not good at it
interacting with people haha thanks =) really made my day despite it being 3am in the morning when you said that. Don't really see myself as that strong but it makes me feel a little better and that everything I'm doing isnt for nothing.I dunno. Recently, I've been a little more inspired to well, do the things I always wanted and wished for. Something that might touch or perhaps make a difference in another's life. I think it's interesting as well, how one small tiny little act that goes unnoticed by be revolutionary to other at one point of time. Well, the rewards are often never seen, and all the more they should be done without any expectancy of returns. Hahax, here's to random good works~ *cheers*Since I'm pretty darn sick of studying even though I've only done less then half of what's needed Iwent surfing through my blog for posts that never saw completion.Here's a post that caught my eye (and heart).So I guess you're one of those people who were supposed to walk into my life, teach me a lesson, then walk away. Interestingly so, yea. I sometimes see relationships as things that helps us grow, learn and with an added element of good times. But nonetheless, in every thing that happens, it was meant for a purpose, coincidental or planned, enjoyable or undesired. But I believe more in seasons, times where people are there, times where we walk different paths.
Then people ask me, so when do I know it's the right time? Haha, truthfully I have no idea, but life has it's amazing ways of working out manners that doesnt even make sense in it's present moment, I'll say, just let it be natural.
But boo, personally, I think people might resent me for my ways, but eh, I dunno, maybe people see me as a leaver or something like that. Sometimes I feel like a cloud, floating about. But I'll just give whenever I can and I hope people don't expect too much out of me. Maybe one day, I might find a place to settle down in. I'm still learning I guess ._.
Which brings me to my next contradictory post.
I want a guy best friend who gets mistaken as my boyfriend. A guy best friend is everything you need. Another boy who makes your life complete. A boy who I can run to when my girl BFFs aren't around. He'll kick my future boyfriend's arse when he makes me cry. He'll make me laugh when there's tears in my eyes. He is immediately my date on special occasions when you're single. Idk why. But I really need a guy best friend. A real guy best friend. I think this is pretty cool. I wish I could be such a guy. Be able to be nice and such, without having any extra affections involved. Just pure genuine care. I wish I could have someone know that there will always be somebody there for him/her. Cool much. But heh, I think I'm bad with relationships to begin with, to even ever reach to such a point of being able to be someone's backup pillar, haha owells one day hopefully =)I wanna do more. I wish I had more skills to be able to reach out more. I wanna make life so revolutionary, that because I existed, I made a few smiles on some pretty faces :)
All it takes is a little boldness and a bigger heart Labels: thoughts
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