Each Breathe Is A Struggle
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
It's only one more step, the final hurdle. But I'm down on the floor, my heart's pounding and my world's spinning. God save me plsMy silent cries go unheard as I see everything going down. My face on the floor. I'm barely surviving this. I struggling to even think. My body is failing, and so is my mind. Everything is collapsing, the turmoil from within. I think I'm going to face death again tonight. My mind's already go into defense lockdown to prevent everything from total failure.Everyone's busy, they got their own lives. Who's ever gonna step out of everything just to save another. And everyone thinks this is just some stress event. that I'll get over it in a day. No family, no friends, no one at all.I don't think anyone understands. I've stop hoping anyway. Goodbye world.
EDIT: this is just a random emo moment, am better le ._.
Labels: EMO
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders:
Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Each Breathe Is A Struggle
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
It's only one more step, the final hurdle. But I'm down on the floor, my heart's pounding and my world's spinning. God save me plsMy silent cries go unheard as I see everything going down. My face on the floor. I'm barely surviving this. I struggling to even think. My body is failing, and so is my mind. Everything is collapsing, the turmoil from within. I think I'm going to face death again tonight. My mind's already go into defense lockdown to prevent everything from total failure.Everyone's busy, they got their own lives. Who's ever gonna step out of everything just to save another. And everyone thinks this is just some stress event. that I'll get over it in a day. No family, no friends, no one at all.I don't think anyone understands. I've stop hoping anyway. Goodbye world.
EDIT: this is just a random emo moment, am better le ._.
Labels: EMO
