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The Cold Hard Truth
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Being getting nice words here and there from the people around me. Especially in camp =) Think the leaders are proud of me as well as for the effort I've put in hahax Thank God :DI can't remember working so hard so something before. Projects maybe, but somehow this was just something more, it didn't mattered about me only, lives were at stake, maaany lives. But i'm glad I managed to pull through.Had a nice comment recently, about me and my really long preachy speeches. I think it's the first time someone affirmed me for going on like that ._. I kinda always felt that most people disliked that part of me going on and on about something and how one should be doing this and that. Or maybe as the person said, she needed the cold hard truth smack in the face. Thanks though ._. means a lot to me.Think most of us know the truth deep down inside of us. All of us were built that way, we know the needs we need, we know the problems we face, and we know our flaws inside out. Just that sometimes, its hard to face them, and al the anxiety it brings, the negative feeligns, hence people turn a blind eye to them and take the easier way out, by trying to be simply happy.I think that facing up to the problems in life will indeed cause a bit of unhappiness, but at least the impact is lasting. Once something is settled, its often settled for a good long time. Such as maybe a deep enmity towards one's parents for wrongs done, perhaps such as neglect, rather than living a "problem-less" life and then going about trying to achieve this sense of worth from friends which only fills up temporarily.But owells, haha for the time being then, I shall be still smacking these truths into people's face whether they like it or not. Knowledge is responsibility, and knowing would bring up the choice to do something or not, and I'm hoping that some of you would. To help your own selves.
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It wasn't out of jest when I said that to you. I genuinely meant so, though I said it in a nonchalant way. It's something I don't feel comfortable saying, but I did, just to let you know you are. My words hold no weight, but my heart goes out to you.
Whoever you are, whatever your past, however you may be...
You're beautiful.Labels: thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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The Cold Hard Truth
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Being getting nice words here and there from the people around me. Especially in camp =) Think the leaders are proud of me as well as for the effort I've put in hahax Thank God :DI can't remember working so hard so something before. Projects maybe, but somehow this was just something more, it didn't mattered about me only, lives were at stake, maaany lives. But i'm glad I managed to pull through.Had a nice comment recently, about me and my really long preachy speeches. I think it's the first time someone affirmed me for going on like that ._. I kinda always felt that most people disliked that part of me going on and on about something and how one should be doing this and that. Or maybe as the person said, she needed the cold hard truth smack in the face. Thanks though ._. means a lot to me.Think most of us know the truth deep down inside of us. All of us were built that way, we know the needs we need, we know the problems we face, and we know our flaws inside out. Just that sometimes, its hard to face them, and al the anxiety it brings, the negative feeligns, hence people turn a blind eye to them and take the easier way out, by trying to be simply happy.I think that facing up to the problems in life will indeed cause a bit of unhappiness, but at least the impact is lasting. Once something is settled, its often settled for a good long time. Such as maybe a deep enmity towards one's parents for wrongs done, perhaps such as neglect, rather than living a "problem-less" life and then going about trying to achieve this sense of worth from friends which only fills up temporarily.But owells, haha for the time being then, I shall be still smacking these truths into people's face whether they like it or not. Knowledge is responsibility, and knowing would bring up the choice to do something or not, and I'm hoping that some of you would. To help your own selves.
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It wasn't out of jest when I said that to you. I genuinely meant so, though I said it in a nonchalant way. It's something I don't feel comfortable saying, but I did, just to let you know you are. My words hold no weight, but my heart goes out to you.
Whoever you are, whatever your past, however you may be...
You're beautiful.Labels: thoughts
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