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Fried Soft Boiled
Saturday, August 14, 2010

It's midnight now.

oh boy, I've completely wasted a day away to mindless idling. I really have no idea how I can spend at least 10 hours on the computer practically doing nothing. Really. I think majority of the time is spent thinking what I'm supposed to do.

Owells. Today dinner's egg were fried soft boiled. Fried on the outside, runny on the insides. Weird much. Staying up to midnight, wishing for food to eat, and managed to salvage 10 nuggets and 1 pizza after some spring cleaning in the freezer.

I think I'm going mad. This social depravity is killing me. My mind is just spinning about in circles everyday and I'm constantly thinking of people's blogs to visit, not that I know much of. Just a bunch of them, without updates. I think its to keep my sanity on being out of the world. I wish I'd know.

Oh boy, I need some company but I don't know who and what to talk. I need to get out of the house somehow but I think I'm too afraid of being alone I wont know what to do. Life's so eerily quiet. Too still...

Oh and I'm sure, like pants-dropping sure, by the end of these 4 weeks, my jeans aint gonna fit me anymore =( I'm starving each day, but I'm not going out to eat. Oh boyz. What's becoming of me.

I need a friend...

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