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Fried Soft Boiled
Saturday, August 14, 2010
It's midnight now.oh boy, I've completely wasted a day away to mindless idling. I really have no idea how I can spend at least 10 hours on the computer practically doing nothing. Really. I think majority of the time is spent thinking what I'm supposed to do.Owells. Today dinner's egg were fried soft boiled. Fried on the outside, runny on the insides. Weird much. Staying up to midnight, wishing for food to eat, and managed to salvage 10 nuggets and 1 pizza after some spring cleaning in the freezer.I think I'm going mad. This social depravity is killing me. My mind is just spinning about in circles everyday and I'm constantly thinking of people's blogs to visit, not that I know much of. Just a bunch of them, without updates. I think its to keep my sanity on being out of the world. I wish I'd know. Oh boy, I need some company but I don't know who and what to talk. I need to get out of the house somehow but I think I'm too afraid of being alone I wont know what to do. Life's so eerily quiet. Too still...Oh and I'm sure, like pants-dropping sure, by the end of these 4 weeks, my jeans aint gonna fit me anymore =( I'm starving each day, but I'm not going out to eat. Oh boyz. What's becoming of me. I need a friend...Labels: exams
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Fried Soft Boiled
Saturday, August 14, 2010
It's midnight now.oh boy, I've completely wasted a day away to mindless idling. I really have no idea how I can spend at least 10 hours on the computer practically doing nothing. Really. I think majority of the time is spent thinking what I'm supposed to do.Owells. Today dinner's egg were fried soft boiled. Fried on the outside, runny on the insides. Weird much. Staying up to midnight, wishing for food to eat, and managed to salvage 10 nuggets and 1 pizza after some spring cleaning in the freezer.I think I'm going mad. This social depravity is killing me. My mind is just spinning about in circles everyday and I'm constantly thinking of people's blogs to visit, not that I know much of. Just a bunch of them, without updates. I think its to keep my sanity on being out of the world. I wish I'd know. Oh boy, I need some company but I don't know who and what to talk. I need to get out of the house somehow but I think I'm too afraid of being alone I wont know what to do. Life's so eerily quiet. Too still...Oh and I'm sure, like pants-dropping sure, by the end of these 4 weeks, my jeans aint gonna fit me anymore =( I'm starving each day, but I'm not going out to eat. Oh boyz. What's becoming of me. I need a friend...Labels: exams
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