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The Tears Behind The Smiles
Sunday, July 11, 2010
A chat with a friend led me thinking... those times when you know aren’t being the best but you just wished someone would look beyond all the badness, the outward appearances, to see and understand weaker and helpless side of you hidden inside, without judging, nor turning away like what everyone else have. sometimes, we give up waiting. We give up hoping that someone special unlike the rest, would reach his hand into that abyss, and pull us out. We stop believing. We give up on ourselves. We lay waste our mind and body to the schemes and defenses that keep us trapped in our agony. We become worse, succumbing to the fate of a lone child, needs unmet, helpless and yearning. A need for love, for tender affections. A need to feel belonged, a place of security. A need to be recognized, for our existence to be acknowledge and valued. The innate drives within us, that unconsciously draws us out to search for the satisfying and fulfilling of this emptiness. We search, in the motherland, in hostile grounds, we even feed ourselves to the dog that we might taste that evanescent goodness, even if it lasts a few seconds, we willingly trade our lives for that. If only they could see...
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Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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The Tears Behind The Smiles
Sunday, July 11, 2010
A chat with a friend led me thinking... those times when you know aren’t being the best but you just wished someone would look beyond all the badness, the outward appearances, to see and understand weaker and helpless side of you hidden inside, without judging, nor turning away like what everyone else have. sometimes, we give up waiting. We give up hoping that someone special unlike the rest, would reach his hand into that abyss, and pull us out. We stop believing. We give up on ourselves. We lay waste our mind and body to the schemes and defenses that keep us trapped in our agony. We become worse, succumbing to the fate of a lone child, needs unmet, helpless and yearning. A need for love, for tender affections. A need to feel belonged, a place of security. A need to be recognized, for our existence to be acknowledge and valued. The innate drives within us, that unconsciously draws us out to search for the satisfying and fulfilling of this emptiness. We search, in the motherland, in hostile grounds, we even feed ourselves to the dog that we might taste that evanescent goodness, even if it lasts a few seconds, we willingly trade our lives for that. If only they could see...
Labels: thoughts
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