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I Hear You
Friday, June 11, 2010

Back from I Hear You camp. Haha, was pretty awesommme. It's a camp to raise deaf awareness targeted for the JC kiddos and Hi Club was invited as well. I think the main thing I looked forward to was being able to interacted with various HI's that were around, 1 in each group. A pity the one in my group relied on hearing aids since she was mildly impaired. =l

My group was pretty normal. GL's were awesome and haha trying to self-high coz we were so quiet =x Reminds me of my own GL experience. Haha. Hard to be a good one. The 'campers' were mostly quietish, being the smallest group as well. More or less entertained myself thru signing.

Haha, but the most fun part was observing the culture of another "hearing impaired" group and how they function. It was quite amazing to see that their 'club' had so many participants of pretty solid standard. Many of them O.O but haha skills-wise I guess we as different clubs focus on different things. Theirs top ours in terms of vocab and stability, ours more on speed and interpretation. Different kinds of exposure I guess =) Oh and their song signing standards are friggin epic. Dam synchro please zomg. Imba ttm. Respect.

That reminds me HAHA its dam awesome. Since the 8 peeps that went for the camp kinda were the enthu ones, we naturally were a bit of the better standards ones. And in the waiting area while we're all seated in our different groups (1 in each), we had 8 Hi Club members all who were separated into the various groups just like the other JC peeps, but HAAAA the hi club peeps were still communicating around with ourselves xD That's one thing I love about sign language, the ability to communicate thru distance and sound. xD Pretty cool man kekeke



Anywayz, life has been pretty dull, despite a shitload of work and responsibility to do. I'm at a loss at what to do for school work. I dun exactly have the most ideal group, but our dynamics put together leaves us at quite a precarious situation. Imo, we quite screwed up the last few projects and the coming ones are even worse. I'd love to try think of creative stuff and such but somehow the whole group dynamics limits the amount of creativity I can reach. Baaa. sucks totally. I think I'll prolly die this sem =/

Duh, things are turning out not to well for me still. Stupid relapse. I'm going the stupid effects every other day and I feel dam screwed up. It's making me pretty annoying as well. Doing a lot of annoying stuff that piss people off, telling lame/completely redundant and stupid jokes. =/ I wish I can shut up. Oh God, when will this end? It's ruining my life. Sorry to everyone I annoyed in some unnecessary way...

Been feeling rather lost in my own feelings and I'm wasting the day away thru idle thoughts and mind-numbing game playing. Hais. And with the amount of work buckling, I'm afraid everything's gonna come crashing down on me. 0% motivation to start on anything. Friendships slowly crumbling, feelings subtly stirring, life quietly fading, everything's going wrong. Why oh why oh why. =/ Pls stop everything T_T

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