Haven't posted for quite some time and wow, I would really love to share something meaningful that has happened recently. With a brief encounter with a fellow intellect, and a heated argument of both sides, with me seeing him as blind to my points.
As I started off with thinking and trying out to be humble, shooting my points of without timing and in refute. Whatever he speak, I argued back. And with another lesson with my dear penguin of listening more and speaking less, he certainly got the better of me at speaking.
But it is not only of actions but of heart that God sees. In actions, I was in some sense more humble as I portrayed myself to be, but my heart was still raging on with fury so haa, it doesn't count.
But as I near the departing of our conversation and his increased hostility, I learnt how to give in, and if you know me, I NEVER EVER submit in arguments. In fact, this has been my first time, where, I was even wrongly accused, but heh toughly battled on in refraining from what I normally would do.
Even had myself asking his permission to restate my points. Certainly quite a crazy experience, but nonetheless an awesome one in which to take lessons from.
Whoooo~ I'm one step closer in my walk to perfection as I travel from east to reach the west to learn the countless lessons in life. (East, never touches the West ;))
P.S. Humility is so darn hard to learn T_T, but all the more I ask of God to teach me it.
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