Heh.
Being feeling all weird and changed since coming back from the YEP trip. Oh and I cant find my stupid medical form, and that's gonna cost me $450 of funding and a tongue lashing. :/
and yea, suddenly I feel super self conscious, not on how I look or what not but kind of more my behaviour. I could say I came back from Vietnam a different person. Maybe, being more
'me'.
Besides that, I've also become highly aware of friends, say, the level of friendship, interaction, and you know, just the whole thing about being friends. Maybe that's why I treat the people around differently.
It feels like re-living
'me', which I pretty much don't mind. Even having the notion to change my name to
Nico, not that I'm not already
Nico, but to change what I'm being called.
And hey, maybe with this, I can really start life anew. Throw away the past and begin on a brand new fresh life. Oh and if things don't work out, I still have
Pillai ;)
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