Today was... emoish day.

Rejection. People walked out on me. Too much to bear. One after the other. Where did I go wrong. Maybe I've opened up too much. Maybe its time to say goodbye.

The feelings all coming back. All the self condemnation. All the thoughts of worthlessness. All the melancholy. I'm sorry. I suck.

I don't know anymore. History is repeating itself. They say it isnt my fault. Then why. why is this happening again.

My heart is withering off. That wrenching feeling. I don't know. And I'm still needed to cheer folks up. No one's there for me.

I tried to believe. I really tried. That friends isn't a just a bunch of hello's and goodbyes. I'm always proven wrong. And they still say it isn't this way. But it is.

So now. What do you want me to do. Return to my world. Linger on in a hurting reality. Right now, I see my dark cave calling out. Where there's just me. only me.

I'm just letting go. But this time I ain't believing anymore. No more. Friendship is just a bunch of lies. Don't try tell me otherwise. I believed once, twice, thrice and beyond. But no. You're just toying with me.

Goodbye. Goodbye all. There really isnt a point right. After all. There wont be a difference.

Whatever. Goodbye.

Labels: EMO

Today was... emoish day.

Rejection. People walked out on me. Too much to bear. One after the other. Where did I go wrong. Maybe I've opened up too much. Maybe its time to say goodbye.

The feelings all coming back. All the self condemnation. All the thoughts of worthlessness. All the melancholy. I'm sorry. I suck.

I don't know anymore. History is repeating itself. They say it isnt my fault. Then why. why is this happening again.

My heart is withering off. That wrenching feeling. I don't know. And I'm still needed to cheer folks up. No one's there for me.

I tried to believe. I really tried. That friends isn't a just a bunch of hello's and goodbyes. I'm always proven wrong. And they still say it isn't this way. But it is.

So now. What do you want me to do. Return to my world. Linger on in a hurting reality. Right now, I see my dark cave calling out. Where there's just me. only me.

I'm just letting go. But this time I ain't believing anymore. No more. Friendship is just a bunch of lies. Don't try tell me otherwise. I believed once, twice, thrice and beyond. But no. You're just toying with me.

Goodbye. Goodbye all. There really isnt a point right. After all. There wont be a difference.

Whatever. Goodbye.

Labels: EMO