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The darker side of the moon.
Friday, July 3, 2009
Oops. I guess I over-did my msn msg lolz. For those that never see... "Its all back to where it first begun. Sorry. Goodbye. - It was what I feared, til I met you. Now I know I shudn't have opened up. For distress is my doppelganger."
Okayz. I admit I was feeling pretty down. BUT not over any girl. "You" doesn't have to be a girl always right??? It can represent memories, feelings, thoughts. Personification. As well as confusing innocent readers into thinking its someone =P
Was kinda disappointed when I decided change the nick. Frenz were concerned whether I might have slashed my wrists or something. Ok, cudnt be rite or not how to type. I use so much emo juice to make, and people thought I was super depressed or something big happened to me. Haha, seems like the msg was extremely emo though... ._.
Anyway, what surprised/made my day was so many people asking about me. I presume almost no one in my new social circle have ever seen me like that before, contrary to my childish, wacky, humourous, LAME, carefree image as portrayed.
BUT...
I'm fine!!! Thanks for the concerns everyone. =) Cmon, you know I'm that guy thats always laughing away at everything, anything as well as nothing rite? everythings alright now! =D
JM: Your msn nick was dam extremely emo ok.
Me: *LOL* What dam extremely? Very meh?
JM: Your recent messages were getting emo, then yesterday was emo like to the max. Still got what distress is my doppleganger sia
Me: Hahaha, er, I just write la, I didnt know it was that emo until that bad.
JM: Then when I ask you, I got even more afraid when you say it wasn't about some girl."
Me: HAHAHA WHY?
JM: People usually write emo stuff abt girls/boys, all those kind of stuff. Your words expresses you like as if so depressed like that. Like another you like that.
Lol, oh wellz...
[OMGITABS]
Labels: EMO
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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The darker side of the moon.
Friday, July 3, 2009
Oops. I guess I over-did my msn msg lolz. For those that never see... "Its all back to where it first begun. Sorry. Goodbye. - It was what I feared, til I met you. Now I know I shudn't have opened up. For distress is my doppelganger."
Okayz. I admit I was feeling pretty down. BUT not over any girl. "You" doesn't have to be a girl always right??? It can represent memories, feelings, thoughts. Personification. As well as confusing innocent readers into thinking its someone =P
Was kinda disappointed when I decided change the nick. Frenz were concerned whether I might have slashed my wrists or something. Ok, cudnt be rite or not how to type. I use so much emo juice to make, and people thought I was super depressed or something big happened to me. Haha, seems like the msg was extremely emo though... ._.
Anyway, what surprised/made my day was so many people asking about me. I presume almost no one in my new social circle have ever seen me like that before, contrary to my childish, wacky, humourous, LAME, carefree image as portrayed.
BUT...
I'm fine!!! Thanks for the concerns everyone. =) Cmon, you know I'm that guy thats always laughing away at everything, anything as well as nothing rite? everythings alright now! =D
JM: Your msn nick was dam extremely emo ok.
Me: *LOL* What dam extremely? Very meh?
JM: Your recent messages were getting emo, then yesterday was emo like to the max. Still got what distress is my doppleganger sia
Me: Hahaha, er, I just write la, I didnt know it was that emo until that bad.
JM: Then when I ask you, I got even more afraid when you say it wasn't about some girl."
Me: HAHAHA WHY?
JM: People usually write emo stuff abt girls/boys, all those kind of stuff. Your words expresses you like as if so depressed like that. Like another you like that.
Lol, oh wellz...
[OMGITABS]
Labels: EMO
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