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Staring into Virtual space
Friday, September 9, 2011
Turn on my computer all ready to enter my realm of nothingness and then after 5 min of typical routine through facebook, twitter, daily sites, blogs and whatnot, that feeling of emptiness and being lost returns. Anyone else feels this way?Seems that my move to quit gaming has decrease the effectiveness of tech-stoning. But then, going back to gaming is does nothing constructive to the state already and I'm tired of living my time pointlessly like that.Walked the extra-long way home today. Took time to look around and watch the people, thinking what their lives were like. Somehow it made me feel more connected to this world. Looking at drivers heading home, folks waiting by the bus stop, wondering what goes on in their mind and lives. Maybe that's what links us all humans. To connect to one another. Now that its the holidays and social interaction is pretty low, been feeling quite lonely and stuff. Gotta find something more meaningful to do.
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
Find me at Facebook and Twitter
Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Staring into Virtual space
Friday, September 9, 2011
Turn on my computer all ready to enter my realm of nothingness and then after 5 min of typical routine through facebook, twitter, daily sites, blogs and whatnot, that feeling of emptiness and being lost returns. Anyone else feels this way?Seems that my move to quit gaming has decrease the effectiveness of tech-stoning. But then, going back to gaming is does nothing constructive to the state already and I'm tired of living my time pointlessly like that.Walked the extra-long way home today. Took time to look around and watch the people, thinking what their lives were like. Somehow it made me feel more connected to this world. Looking at drivers heading home, folks waiting by the bus stop, wondering what goes on in their mind and lives. Maybe that's what links us all humans. To connect to one another. Now that its the holidays and social interaction is pretty low, been feeling quite lonely and stuff. Gotta find something more meaningful to do.
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