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Whirlwind
Saturday, May 21, 2011

I'm tired.

I really am. There's so much to be done, so many people everywhere. I'm losing it bit by bit. I need a top up. But I'm not going to stop, not til I go out.

I wonder what is this phase about. So much ambitions, so much inspirations, and so many people everywhere. Yet so little time, so little energy left.

Either, I've come to realize how much introverted I can be. This phase has left me much quiet and reflective. Little less than 2 initiated conversations a week. I wonder if people will accept this side of me but contrary to the energetic high side. Will they?

And I've stop pursuing people. i've gave up on friendship and relationships. I've come to the conclusion that I'm really not cut out for it. It's too much for be to bear, the burden of friendship. But I'll always leave an open door.

My mind's in a whirl. I dunno what to do, and there's no one there.