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Buggy Feeling
Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Blaaa, cool down a bit should this shouldn't be a rage post.

Zzz, kinda crappish seeing something from my blog being out there and perhaps somewhat misinterpreted. The benefit of doubt maybe, shall trust that no harm intended, but zzz, it kinda irritates me whenever people misinterpret something written here.

Blaargh, this is a place where I'm fully open and honest with myself at a curent point of time. And the way it's written differs sometimes when I'm pissed or emo, eh, dun bother reading those, often it's with warped thinking. haha

but hais, sometimes I dunno if I should lock up things, or create a new private blog for my other thoughts, now that I know certain people reading it, or the irritating possibility of once again getting misunderstood.

Dont feel like hiding anything in the first place, hence I'm writing in such a way. But baaah, gets me this buggy feeling. Ok nvm, shall stop all these random stuff. I've got nothing to hide anyway, or maybe a few things I feel to awkward to say to people directly ahaha.

Hi to all random people who read this!!! Thanks, veh much appreciated knowing people take time to read my horribly long wordy posts =P


I wonder if I secretly hate you for the way you are. I think I need to be less judgmental. Like seriously.

I also wished you'll take charge of your life. Don't live your life in non-existence to others, be responsible for your own life, your actions, your choices.

The question is would you be able to face up to reality, or would you rather that exist in fantasy, wishing that it'll be so, but unable to accept it when it happens.

I hate it when I think about you, my mind goes on forever. this is like the 4th edit =.= but yea. haaaaaaaaais. I'm tired of fighting on already, it's going into reverse, I'm drawing myself away I think. Or maybe I just wan to avoid all the negative emotions.