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Assignment thonning
Thursday, November 25, 2010

Today's a thoughtful day. Stayed through the nite to do assignment. hahaha not bad. Was shock when I looked out and realize it was sunny and bright already.

My thoughts keep runnning its going onn and onnn and onnnn~

Walked out of the door today, looking at Sasher and was thinking about the times she was still younger and hyper. Wonder what it will be like when she poofs. Saw a shitzu along the way and thought of my aunt's dog. Apparently the owner walking it is my last time best friend's mom. Thought about the younger days when I had my first best friend. What it was like, what it is to have a best friend. What defines a best friend.
Owells


Sometimes, I think I have a lot of faith. Faith in the good, faith for it to happen. Though sometimes I lack the patience for faith to make work. It wasn't that bad, but it reminded me of how foolish I can be at times. Today, was somewhat good. It's interesting revisiting problems as they face, never expected you to feel that way. Think I'll strengthen my resolve to be more daring with it. Shouldn't hold back if it's something good. Never know wat might it do. Feels like I'm a fool.

And to that which happened. It's nice. Maybe too impulsive, or maybe im just not cut out for such matters. If only time could rewind for redemption. Felt sucky after it actually. Well, maybe I should not do it again. keep it in my own style, 1 to 1, CBT style. Haha.

Thank God for the awesomely weird people around me. suddenly got so many interesting people. Making life so fun.

Am a little tired, am a little sad, seeing those problems resurfacing again. Restraint lives. Why must things be this way?

I'm going to sleep. I'm dead tired and I haven't touch my bolster for one night.

I'm having secret desires again ._.
I'm so tired I'll fall asleep anywhere. I wish you'd be here. Don't wanna close my eyes alone.