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Wilderness
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Man... time over and over again, I feel so tempted to just abandon everything I'm living for, and take the easier route. Living life simply without a care or hoot of another, simply doing everything I feel like and just letting loose the selfish nature.All these things which I want, desire or wish for is so easily attainable. I'm sure I have the capacity to fulfill these things. An endless portrait of scenarios, plots and schemes loop in my mind, opening the door to the easy way out of life.Is this the wilderness? Where He was once too tempted? Tempted to satisfy carnal cravings, for domination and power, to play god if he wanted? This constant urges, selfish urges are bubbling from within.Is this a trial? God please help me. The torment of these desires, take them far from me. I don't want to conform, neither do I want to see myself fall from Your path to a life of vice, of a false temporal happiness that never fills.Refine me with Your fire.Labels: God
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Wilderness
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Man... time over and over again, I feel so tempted to just abandon everything I'm living for, and take the easier route. Living life simply without a care or hoot of another, simply doing everything I feel like and just letting loose the selfish nature.All these things which I want, desire or wish for is so easily attainable. I'm sure I have the capacity to fulfill these things. An endless portrait of scenarios, plots and schemes loop in my mind, opening the door to the easy way out of life.Is this the wilderness? Where He was once too tempted? Tempted to satisfy carnal cravings, for domination and power, to play god if he wanted? This constant urges, selfish urges are bubbling from within.Is this a trial? God please help me. The torment of these desires, take them far from me. I don't want to conform, neither do I want to see myself fall from Your path to a life of vice, of a false temporal happiness that never fills.Refine me with Your fire.Labels: God
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