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Words of pique
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
I wanna apologize for the previous post's words and tone (now edited). Most of them were out of anger. Yups, please don't take it to heart. Owells, it's still continues to bug me. As much as my feelings for you are now purely kept as rightful, is there no chance of being frens?I'm still baffled at how 6 months of good friendship can be torn down in a matter for days. Close friends to less than acquaintances. How can it be? I really wanna understand and know what's up, both from a personal curiosity, and out of an unique friendship I once had. I have a right for accountability, but you have the ultimate right to choose to disclose it.I really don't want it to be this way for the next 2 years. You're someone significant to me. And I dunno but, if it's gonna be this way, you dao-ing me every time I try, I might one day give up ever bothering to talk to you.
It's just dam weird living this way without knowing what's up. I'm not sure if I'm supposed to clear things up, continue pursuing this friendship, or just move on with life.
You have you responsibilities, I have mine. Let's just do our parts kay?Labels: sss
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Words of pique
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
I wanna apologize for the previous post's words and tone (now edited). Most of them were out of anger. Yups, please don't take it to heart. Owells, it's still continues to bug me. As much as my feelings for you are now purely kept as rightful, is there no chance of being frens?I'm still baffled at how 6 months of good friendship can be torn down in a matter for days. Close friends to less than acquaintances. How can it be? I really wanna understand and know what's up, both from a personal curiosity, and out of an unique friendship I once had. I have a right for accountability, but you have the ultimate right to choose to disclose it.I really don't want it to be this way for the next 2 years. You're someone significant to me. And I dunno but, if it's gonna be this way, you dao-ing me every time I try, I might one day give up ever bothering to talk to you.
It's just dam weird living this way without knowing what's up. I'm not sure if I'm supposed to clear things up, continue pursuing this friendship, or just move on with life.
You have you responsibilities, I have mine. Let's just do our parts kay?Labels: sss
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