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As Morning Dawns
Friday, April 2, 2010
I'm outta my emoish days and back up and me feet. ^^Yea, quite an amazing recovery after just 2-3 days of melancholy. Normally I take way longer but heh, I woke up this morning feeling sick of being numb and melancholic and with just a strange bugging in my heart about God. A bugging feeling there not about why all this is happening to me, but how I've strayed and kept myself away from Him.Strange indeed. I don't remember ever feeling this way towards God and yea. Made a decision, and decided to move on once again. So yups, am over my numb zombish mode le =)Yups, so I had a really fun time on thursday. Back after camp and feeling all sadded over my situation. Canceled my outings with friends and sat at home the whole day playing games. Went over to Jolynn's place, I don't know why I did though ahaha but yea, am glad I did.Waited for her cellmates to come as the rest of us ate chips, cooked pasta, played monopoly, watch tv. Yea, simple but somewhat really lovely day, and kinda what I needed. Just a timeout from everything with friends and people around. And yea, the company was great too. I became 小红, laughed, monopolized and entire side of the board for monopoly, played with chocolates.Yea, thanks. Am super tired now. Thinking about some testimony stuff and whether I should do it or not. I can't even write a post properly haha.And thanks to all those for your concern =) I'm good now ^^Jus some pics to brighten this blog up. ~HMS FOC 2010 Pyxis~ ~Sentosa outing with class~ Me with puny-slit eyes.
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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As Morning Dawns
Friday, April 2, 2010
I'm outta my emoish days and back up and me feet. ^^Yea, quite an amazing recovery after just 2-3 days of melancholy. Normally I take way longer but heh, I woke up this morning feeling sick of being numb and melancholic and with just a strange bugging in my heart about God. A bugging feeling there not about why all this is happening to me, but how I've strayed and kept myself away from Him.Strange indeed. I don't remember ever feeling this way towards God and yea. Made a decision, and decided to move on once again. So yups, am over my numb zombish mode le =)Yups, so I had a really fun time on thursday. Back after camp and feeling all sadded over my situation. Canceled my outings with friends and sat at home the whole day playing games. Went over to Jolynn's place, I don't know why I did though ahaha but yea, am glad I did.Waited for her cellmates to come as the rest of us ate chips, cooked pasta, played monopoly, watch tv. Yea, simple but somewhat really lovely day, and kinda what I needed. Just a timeout from everything with friends and people around. And yea, the company was great too. I became 小红, laughed, monopolized and entire side of the board for monopoly, played with chocolates.Yea, thanks. Am super tired now. Thinking about some testimony stuff and whether I should do it or not. I can't even write a post properly haha.And thanks to all those for your concern =) I'm good now ^^Jus some pics to brighten this blog up.~HMS FOC 2010 Pyxis~~Sentosa outing with class~Me with puny-slit eyes.
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