It's the start of the holidays since I only have one test for CT week =) Stats was fairly ok, I'm estimating about 70% score, though ideally I would like 80%.

Oh, and heh, not looking forward to thinner days - cause I'm bound to lose a centimetre or two around my hips. and pfffft, its the season of loose pants and I'll have to wear a belt (which I hate) to keep my pants from falling off.

So... two days in and I'm feeling a little messed up. I've become over-reliant for people around me till I've lost the 'ability' to be by myself. Every other few minutes, I'm looking for someone, something but, there's isn't really anyone there... I probably check Facebook about 100 times a day... Oh. and I gamed 12 straight hours yesterday =,=

So yea, I'm wishing to be with people... BUUUT I also dunno go out where, do what and I also dunno how ask people lols. First time in my life I'm wanting to get out with people... Go out myself also feels weird, everything seems aimless. Dam I wish I was rich, I'll just maybe hit the arcade or go out on a food expedition. That's if I am... lols ^^

For Christmas I wish I could have something like a eh... mental secretary =,= there's so much I get when I think, but they fade away like the wind, never returning. by the time I type them down, *poofs* =,= bleh.

O.O maybe I should go back to New Horizons to help?

Sometimes I wish I could take a break and have others care for me...
it's when I see them fussing over their friends that I feel this way...

It's the start of the holidays since I only have one test for CT week =) Stats was fairly ok, I'm estimating about 70% score, though ideally I would like 80%.

Oh, and heh, not looking forward to thinner days - cause I'm bound to lose a centimetre or two around my hips. and pfffft, its the season of loose pants and I'll have to wear a belt (which I hate) to keep my pants from falling off.

So... two days in and I'm feeling a little messed up. I've become over-reliant for people around me till I've lost the 'ability' to be by myself. Every other few minutes, I'm looking for someone, something but, there's isn't really anyone there... I probably check Facebook about 100 times a day... Oh. and I gamed 12 straight hours yesterday =,=

So yea, I'm wishing to be with people... BUUUT I also dunno go out where, do what and I also dunno how ask people lols. First time in my life I'm wanting to get out with people... Go out myself also feels weird, everything seems aimless. Dam I wish I was rich, I'll just maybe hit the arcade or go out on a food expedition. That's if I am... lols ^^

For Christmas I wish I could have something like a eh... mental secretary =,= there's so much I get when I think, but they fade away like the wind, never returning. by the time I type them down, *poofs* =,= bleh.

O.O maybe I should go back to New Horizons to help?

Sometimes I wish I could take a break and have others care for me...
it's when I see them fussing over their friends that I feel this way...